MYLIFE

keeping myself busy has never been so tiring before,
lan, mahjong, clubbing, chilling, ktv..


i've been doing all that till my $$$ is really depleting,
my body clock's screwed,
body's a lil mad too.


do i need to keep myself this busy,
to the extent of getting bad gastric and all?
its not like it'll help things get better.


i know that,
but keeping myself busy enough to come home to not think of anything but sleep is my aim because even if i'm home early,
this is what happens,


i on my laptop,
surf the internet,
browse through my photos,
stare at the ceiling, start thinking and flipping through the times we've spent together, the things we've done for each other.
from exchanging numbers in SIM, to accompanying me with project, to watching the sunrise, to barage, to movies, to sentosa, to car rides, to ktv, to meals, to mms sent, to califonia maki, to rum & raisin ice-cream, to mrt trips together, to your every reaction, to hugs and kisses, to swimming and tanning together and as the list goes on, i realise,


DAMN
this is how much i actually miss you

scream your heart OUT ;3:25 AM

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