MYLIFE

i looked through our messages over and over again,
i cannot believe it.
i'm not okay, not at all.


am i in this myself? is it really one-sided?


i thought we'd be together you know,
i honestly believe things will work out.
what went wrong baby? is it me?
perhaps i'm too harsh? perhaps i'm expecting too much?
or am i rushing into things?


weren't things alright just 2 days ago?


why must things end like that?
its too sudden for me, i'm not taking this well, not at all.


why when i just step forward,
when i start to feel so strongly towards you,
you decide we should end?
you think that it'll be better for me, that i'll be happier but it doesn't work like that baby.
i just want to be with you.


things are just not going so well now but there're always ups and downs right,
we're just at the down side now. this is just a period we'll get through.
we may be different, but i'm willing to work things out between us, i just need you to be willing to as well.


are you going to give up without giving a fight?
i don't think i'm able to give up without a fight love.


i'm lost.

scream your heart OUT ;3:17 AM

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