Saturday, December 12, 2009
forget it
totally ended last night.
cried till the cows come home,
but i feel so much better after sleeping.
already told myself to be mentally prepared but i guess i gave myself some false hope thats why i feel so upset.
its a one sided fight and its pointless.
messaging you all the i'm upset messages are not going to help,
and i know, so i should stop it.
i know you'll still care for me.
i'll take care of myself and deal with it myself.
this time, i don't need anyone to be here.
i shouldn't disappoint my friends.
don't worry people, give me a few days.
i'll be back to the me even before xb
joining christina's, ahbee's, joyce's, jiamin's, furby's, sandra's, keli's single clan shouldn't be that bad.
i don't need to depend on anybody. learn to be independent sharon.
i'm sorry we cannot be friends immediately.
i know your cardigan's still with me,
take it back the next time we meet up
scream your heart OUT ;1:52 PM
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