Monday, September 21, 2009
no matter how hard i try,
i live a lie.
you believed the surface,
never heard from me, just people who think they know whats happening.
you think i'm fine,
i'm alright,
i thought i am,
i thought by acting fine, i'll be alright,
but i'm wrong.
i lost the battle.
who knows the truth about me crying to bed,
who knows i'm missing you,
who knows that i love you
food seem tasteless,
tears freeflow,
mind's not clear at all,
flashbacks of you keep haunting me.
i love you, i dun have a choice,
i'm not moving on, not coping well,
i'm tired of living a lie.
i'm tired of putting up a strong front.
maybe being alone will be better.
i really don't believe you can love me and forget me 2 months later.
what did i do to deserve this?
where was i wrong?
and now, i cannot even fight for love anymore.
*maybe my love will come back some day
scream your heart OUT ;7:46 PM
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