MYLIFE

i thought we planned to meet,
looks like you don't want your cardi back anymore.
)):
and i don't get my ice-cream ):


i dislike having to wait.
i'm having a bad day,
and now i'm not asleep.


the silence is killing me.

scream your heart OUT ;3:19 AM

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i live with regret for not appreciating the one who loves me so much,
for not getting together in the end due to the person i loved so much.


if only time could rewind.
but to see you happy, i am happy for you.
i'm talking about you,
the one i drew a map for.

scream your heart OUT ;3:25 AM

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on a lighter note,
i'm amuse she actually remembered me,
from how i look like to what i wear when she saw me only once.


i've never stammered while introducing myself,
this is the first time


and i didn't know that i'll actually do certain actions when i'm shy
hahahaha figure it out my friends but its only once in a blue moon one will get to see, unless a pretty girl approach me HAHAHAHA

scream your heart OUT ;2:56 AM

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i've been thinking alot lately.
you didn't reply, my phone didn't ring.


you may like two person at the same time,
but love is selfish, it ain't kind.
to say i'm not affected tts a lie,
but many greater factors meets the eye.


if i've a choice i will stop thinking,
whats coming ahead is unpredictably scary


*you know how difficult it will be,
its so difficult i actually repeat to myself thank gawd you've got a date.
that stops me from thinking further,
but i'd pause and think what if you don't have a date now?


if you really miss me that much, you'd naturally sms me,
but apparently, you don't.

scream your heart OUT ;1:56 AM

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the year is going to come to an end very soon.
2009 is really full of ups and downs for me.


i look forward to 2010

scream your heart OUT ;6:04 PM

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cockroaches,
i swear are the most disgusting creation created.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK


recently they have been haunting me,
in cars, under my blk, along corridors, in ahbee's car, in my car, at furby's place.
wahlao eh damn suay.


thank goodness ahbee always save the day and today mr chan saved the day too lol.
COCKROACHES PLEASE GET OUT OF MY LIFEE!!

scream your heart OUT ;2:11 AM

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when you start a discussion, don't you think that you should listen, its rude to cut in what. if you knew me, you should know that i'm the kind that like to speak my mind and say my piece, and it doesn't matter if you agree or disagree, but at least respect by listening.


its alright, if its better that i keep quiet, then dun start the topic.
perhaps you didn't know i'd be this affected, i don't know why i am too.
maybe because i thought you'd know me.


in anycase everybody thinks differently.
i'd be okay tomorrow.

scream your heart OUT ;1:55 AM

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